The night before...the shooting!

Yes! Now it is just really a matter of hours till I film my part in the film "Alone"!
Everyone seems really excited and I am really looking forward to tomorrow!
It will be an interesting experience for sure...finally one of my dreams is becoming true...I finally got the chance to be featured in a horror flick, playing the horror girl! You know those who keep haunting you after you seen the movie? Yes that!
It will be fun....I just hope I will manage to do my part really well. I will do my best.
Today I took a few pictures to try out the outfit I am going to be wearing tomorrow...turned out really cool! What do you think?

Me trying out the outfit for my role as The Widow of the Veil

I think I look really scary! I wonder tomorrow with the make up, blood and all!!

I also started to prepare the dress after this picture...I poured some tea and soya sauce over it to stain it...it felt really ackward to do that because it is such a lovely dress, but hey, I had bought it in the first place for Halloween to be used as a costume, so it is just serving its purpose...plus I guess the stains will go with just one wash in the washing machine, so no big deal.

the dress after a little treatment ( as Coffin Joe would say)

Anyway it seems that our little film has got some press attention as there was an article about it today on the newspaper! Here are some pics:

Well, I will get back tomorrow with some updates and hopefully some photos from the set!
Wish me luck!

If I saw myself through your eyes, I wonder if I'd be scared of what I see...

If I saw myself through your eyes, I wonder if I'd be scared of what I see...
everyone is unique, every brain is unique and everybody filters others through the state they are in at a precise moment, according to their experience, sensations, desires and needs.
In a perfect world I could have a decent conversation with anyone random just for the pleasure of it...but no, always some glances here and there, twisted thoughts, jealousy or whatever else...I myself I wish I had a remote control which allowed me to delete all the things I didnt like and erase all the persons I didnt like from any situation...but it is not possible...the world is not perfect and only God knows what thoughts pass through people's heads...
no matter how one feels inside, everyone filters it as they want...human beings are not in a position to even have the capability to really understand each other when they communicate... one says "A" and the other thinks that "A" is "B"...and then a third one who hears the conversation thinks that "A" is "X" or whatever.
Everybody they see it as they want, or as they FEAR.
Sometimes I wish people had no sex...that they were just like dolls, or like angels...but that would be boring wouldn't it?
This world is all about intrigues, gossips, betrayals, backstabbing and twisted things like that...but also about friendship and love.
I love my husband. I also love my friends but in a different way of course.
I wish I could transport all the people I love into a box with transparent walls and take them into a new perfect dimension where we could be free to interact with each other without any of these primitive basic human instincts that spoil everything and away from all dirt and bad things that are there in the world. I wonder if Paradise will be like that?
I have so much inside me I want to scream...I also have so much love, more than my heart can take, in fact it overflows and pours out of me in all directions...but do those who take it understand the nature of it?
Anyway enough of that. Here is a funny pic I took with my friends Dan and Dave tonight. They always cheer me up!

Happiness should be sold in pills...friends cheer up pill is always good, when they are all away from you and busy with their lifes, it would be nice to just take a pill and remember all the laughs and happy moments...washing any residence of sadness away.

I had a awesome birthday!

Summer has come to Sweden! We still got some chilly days now and again and most nights we need a jacket, but finally we see the sun shine and flowers blooming!
For a change!
I was feeling a little down because it looks like I am not gonna be able to travel anywhere this summer, my car broke down and needs serious fixing ( or maybe I just have to get another car!)...but I am actually having fun, it seems that the party season has officially started!
My birthday party was like the best I ever had! Not so many people came, but those who did were just awesome and we had a blast...we had some really hilarious karaoke duets, guitar hero battles and some cakes and all...we partied until 5 am!
That was just awesome.
Here are some pics:

Tobias singing as the rest chill...

Marina and I ( she gave me the coolest necklace ever as present!)

Amr and Jonas rocking away!

Sebastian, JB, Helena and I

Ohhh my favorite thrashers in the world, Dangerous Dan and Desecretor Dave of Raging Steel!

Dan and Dave thrashing away on Guitar Hero (damn they were good!)

Dave thrashing the piano LOL!!

I loved this party!! :)))))))))))))

Rockstad Falun festival rocked!

We just came back from a wonderful trip to Falun...one of those spontaneous trips arranged at the last second...or actually, the night before...I just love these things! We just threw some stuff in the car and went...Amr was superexcited and so was I... I really felt like doing something crazy, so we drove for like 10 hours ( with a few stops for eating and stretching our legs) and we made it down to the festival.

The first night I couldn't sleep at all...I was so tired but too excited to even sleep.
The day of the festival it was tremendously hot...it's like the hottest summer ever came all of a sudden and we weren't prepared for it!
Unfortunately I had boots on me and didnt bring any other lighter shoes, so my feet started to swell and it wasn't pretty LOL! But who cares anyway!
I met my friend Pizza again, after 6 years, that was nice.
We met Peter Tägtgren of Hypocrisy/Pain, who is actually Amr's idol since always and I must say that made our day.

Amr, Peter Tägtgren, me

Pain had an amazing show...the songs were very tight and the sound was great...plus they surprised us with lots of unexpected pyrotechnics, explosions, fireworks...not to mention the fact that the drums got on fire!!! That was totally awesome!!!
Peter is a genious and an amazing frontman. Total respect and admiration on our side.

Peter Tägtgren

Pain

Drums on fire!

Another band that totally rocked was the british band HELL.  They were fantastic, mesmerizing, very theatrical and dramatic...and they sure knew how to give a great show!!
The singer gave me shivers...honestly I will never forget their show!

Hell

Hell



Andy Sneap of Hell

I think many people who were at the festival didnt know this band, but they sure gained lots of new fans! I saw many jaws dropping watching Hell...they got us all hypnotized!
I wish I could see them again soon...
We also saw Scar Simmetry, Dream Evil and Helloween.

Dream Evil

Helloween really rocked! I am happy they still have it, after so many years...it has been like over 10 years since the last time I saw them!

Helloween

Helloween

Helloween

Andy Deris is a fantastic singer and he really knew how to entertain the public...I always preferred him to Kiske...Kiske, although he his voice is very beautiful, was only doing this extremely high pitch, which is typical of him...while Deris has more extension and variety in his vocals...had a warmer tone that I really love...although he doesn't reach the same pitch height as Kiske...
what can I say, I really loved Rockstad Falun and can't wait for next year festival!!